Saturday, February 14, 2009
Hey haha
suddenly had the vibe to blog again
my blog has been dead for like 1 month already =( haha
anyways sch has sort of started i guess in jan we had the extra lessons
its ok la but alittle dry at times....
then we had 2 weeks of orientation REV IT UP! haha
super fun
09OG19 ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!! whoots
we laugh talk and my nickname is like lame library haha
XP i love u guys sooooooooooooooooo much
haha cant wait to see u guys tmr!!!!
then the 2nd week of orientation is 09A15!!!!!
You guys ROCKS MY SOCKS TOO!!!!!!
yea haha we had loads of fun doing skits and painting flags and preparing gifts for our seniors haha
oh and loads of us went to watch UNDER PRESSURE together and i tell u its seriously one of the BEST plays i have seen....
seriously cant compare to sec sch man!!!!
08A15 ROCKS too! the seniors are so hip and cool and they love to have FUN too!!!! haha
cant wait to get to noe them more!!!!
haha
on friday the 13th which is yesterday
i recieved so many gifts!!!!
thank you!!!!!
thanks to
tammie
zoe
natalie
caroline
atika
zachary
yi yong
desmond
yuan xi
and so on..... cause i realli cant rmb cause i think i ate most of the gifts away
sorry if i cant rmb hee hee (:
i love u guys man (:
lessons are starting on monday.... i hope it will be fun although i noe there is LOADS to learn....
(: nvm be optimistic (:
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
18:59
Friday, December 26, 2008
ok so here it is
the day after christmas
i didnt really have to count my presents since i didnt have many to begin with since i dont really celebrate it and i am no christian...
but still i got a few presents through gift exchange haha
it was really fun...
on the 18th of dec i went to han sheng cell group chocolate fondue party
haha meet some new people and made quite alot of friends... haha and the food was good haha
apparently i could eat everything that was there even though i had a stomach flu...
managed jus fine....
it was fun and we played loads of games haha
thanks for everything...
then on the 20th dec i went for janice candle light service thing at her church...
it was very interesting and the candles were really fun....
then we went to jurong point to eat dinner....
ate some weird food but it was the first fried food i have eaten since going to china...
LOLs..... haha
then on the 23rd had my sec 4 class gathering
we watched a movie called lier lier... which was super hilarious... then we had a bbq.....
i started the stupid fire which took super long to start but in the end it burnt and everyone was happy
ate looads of food and fruits too....
and it was also to celebrate annabelle and ee nings bdae too haha
then had a second gift exchange and got a nice pen from li lan..
eh its not cheap ok... haha
thanks li lan hugs!!! haha
li lan is working her ass off at robinson while i am like slacking in the office blogging...
tsk me.......
anyways then on the 24th had family barbeque...
yes again... but then the weather was cold so the fire was harder to start but we managed to have wonderful COOKED food haha XP and then here is christmas....
woke up real late in the morning haha and recieve loads of christmas wishes from sms ... haha then i was bored so i decided to make pineapple tarts since the new year and chinese new year is coming.... hahah so kan chiong rite... christmas make pineapple tarts...
any ways it was a huge success cause i love it hahah XP
and although the time to make it is long and its tedious at least i had loads of fun! hahah
and its boxing day already....
it seems that this holidays are boring but its ok ... what most important is to have all the fun in the world u can have!!! haha
loads more gatherings to come! cant wait.... haha although i haven really talked much abt my trip to china... it is really fun but its mostly scenic so there is nothing much to talk about actually haha
i will put up the pictures on facebook when i have the time aha
meanwhile!!! i am pro gossip girl haha
although its scandel and it may be lame... there is some underlying meaning eh?
P.S i have a sudden liking for badminton again... gosh... i miss my childhood!
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
15:56
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
haha suddenly felt like blogging! haha
the week after taking higher chinese o levels i started working at the SSRA office...
its quite flexy haa and it can be quite fun and interesting if u can make it fun....
and i learn quite alot of new things! hahah
then the next big thing that took up most of my time was the concert on the 30th november!! haha
busy practicing haha
thanks aunty susan for giving me the opportunity to perform (: it was wonderful! hahah
haha and today i was really bored so i went cycling haha
and i met my friend out of coincidence haha then we cycled and talk haha
it was really fun... and it open my eyes to alot of things i didnt discover.. haha cuase i never cycled that far before XP haha
thanks alot (: haha
i will be leaving for overseas soon and only be back like next next week haha XO
i hope everyone has a happy and meaningful holidays!
cheerios!! haha
CHRISTMAS IS COMING! XP
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
20:51
Monday, November 17, 2008
hey yos
haha
its long time since i blogged cause i was jus too bored or too lazy to blog....
things have changed alot since the last time i blogged.....
many things happened....
first of all i would like to shout out to all my jiang class mates!
rock on dudes.....
the memories and the photos and all the lame things we do together
i will never ever forget them
we must meet frequently and stay in touch mans!!! haha
i cried after the last lesson for this wonderful class (:
HUGS!
then following that my own school mates
409 rocks on haha
i have always been proud to be a niner for 4 years!
and this wonderful class has made me prouder then ever....
with all the fun loving and wonderful and caring ppl arnd
they have made nanyang life memorable and fruitful
and graduation day was really quite fun actually
sometimes u will truly find out someone true character only when times are really boring and lame haha XP thanks for the entertainment yo! haha
4 years of secondary school life past really fast haha
now have to move on to JC life already....
sigh haha i can still rmb all the stupid things i did when i was in sec 1 and sec 2
thinking of them makes me realised how stupid i was then.....
haha i hope all the past is forgiven and i will continue to move forward to be a better me!
haha ok
and here is hoping everyone has a wonderful holidays and global classroom programme
haha this november is gonna be hectic
now i am currently working at singapore squash and rackets association haha
its quite fun actually get to desgin and make stuff not just the stereotypical filing and typing (:
and my boss is a super nice guy (: haha and his kids are really cute XP
lol
and then now i am busy preparing for the performance concert organise by my electone teacher
its on the i was suppose to play an electone on the concert day but apprently the auditorium ppl say that the electone is too big for the door SIGH so i have to play it on the keyboard
i just hope that its sounds nice tats all
haha
hmmms haha
oh and here is a shout out to everyone
IF UR INTERESTED IN GOING TO THE CONCERT here are the details
30th Nov Sunday
3pm-5pm @
YMS auditorium waterloo street (Bugis)
ADMISSION IS FREE!!! haha anyone can come (:
haha ok enough of the advertisment haha
i shall go back to designing stuff now haha XP
till the time i feel like blogging again ..... here is wishing everyone a happy holiday (:
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
20:52
Saturday, October 25, 2008
HEY!
its long since i blogged cause of the end of years and everything thing i have to do like practicing and stuff
so finally i have the time to blog again... since i am terribly sick now and cant do anything much other then sleep and eat haha XP
my results are back and i can say that i am quite satisfied with my results except for chemistry and geography.... i guess i neglect part of those for the other subjects i did better at
i feel that i have thank the following people for their help.
Qitian: thanks for always being there for me to answer any stupid question that i can ask and having the patience to explain to me until i understand. i stay true to my word that you are the best friend anyone can ever have!
Jasmine: thanks for helping me with my maths problems especially in class and also when i call u (:
You are truly helpful and cheerful all the time. being with you always makes me happy!
Huisuan: for all the math revision you have done with me in class, i am really grateful for your help to spot my mistakes and answer my questions that i dont noe. Arigato!
Janice Tan: for always encouraging me to look forward and not think about the past after a difficult paper. you always cheer me on and encourage me. I LOVE YOU LOADS DEAREST!
Mrs Irene Tan: who was willing to mark the extra essays thati wrote and SRQ that i wrote even though you didnt have to. and thanks for giving me confidence in my work! and for all the help you have given me to help to improve myself
Ms Yeo: for believing in me that i could do and constantly reminding me to focus and stay calm! your words on the card you gave " to not give up" will stay with me forever! and i am sorry it took be quite long to realise what a wonderful teacher you are! I cant help but say I LOVE YOU ms YEO!
Mrs Wong: who always tell me that i can do it for physics. especially during the parent teacher meeting in June. because of you i really worked hard for physics. Thank you for teaching me physics for 4 years of my secondary school.
Ms Tan: for always drilling us on all the concepts for chemistry so that we never forget it. you have been my turning point for loving chemistry becasue i hated it in sec 2 until u came in sec 3. you are truly one of the best teachers with the best teaching methods.!
Mr Lim: for countlessly answer my questions over the phone and by sms and also in school. you always believed in me since sec 1 and the 4 years of geography lessons where the most enjoyable for me. because of u my passion for geography still stays on! although i might not so very well for this end of year exams, i will not give up on geography! (: thanks for the 4 years of help!
and to dearest form teacher MR HAN!
you have always been there for me and other students when we are not well and when i have problems you could easily tell and come to talk to me. for that i owe you much gratitude and also your encouragement on studying IH and all the exam preparations that you gave us. as a form teacher you not only cared for our class but also rewarded us in various ways and i apologise if we ever made you angry! Even though at the beginning of sec 3 we as a class have a rough time with you, i am glad that things worked out in the end and that you were able to understand us and open yourself to us so that we can understand you as well. WE LOVE YOU MR HAN!
and lastly also this few people who helped me in one way or another:
violet lee, jolyn tan, kim, rui jeur, weiyang, nicholas, yuanxi for the practice papers that you lent to me! i will always treasure the help you guys gave me and i owe you guys! XP
well after such a long break from blogging i guess this is all i have to say. HCL o levels are coming soon... i hope the same scenario in EOYs happen again . (:
to all the people taking o levels now
jia you (:
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
12:44
Friday, August 29, 2008
Currently listening to :
眼泪笑了
to my dear wonderful teachers
mr han
mrs tan
mrs wong
mr lim
ms yeo
ms tan
mdm lee
ms sabrina
ms chue...
and my pri sch teachers
mrs song
mrs teo
mdm lai....
you are the ones who brought me to where i am today
and no words can express my gratitude towards
to all teachers.. a very happy teachers' day..
as the days past... we need to remember to stop and recall the help this teachers have given us when we really needed it.... HUGS!!!!!
my life is getting more and more hectic as exams draw closer.... its just like taking the o levels for us.... but well whats life without exams? so we have to continue to mug hard yea? haha
and not onli we sec 4s hardcore mugging to do
but also the jc2 students haha
especially shout out to xinying and darren teo of ASDC DUMAN HIGH ASEAN PLUS!!!! thanks for the major experiences that you have given us and preparing the summit eventhough u guys had test!!! LOVES YOU GUYS!!!
also shoutout to shanti xian yun and chinyun my beloved squash seniors who have always taken care of me jia you for your a levels!!! you can do it (:
and also to a few frens of mine in jc2... at the moment all i can recall is rayner lee so good luck to you.. haha XP jia you everyone!!!! HUGS!!!!
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
15:22
Friday, August 08, 2008
TODAY IS 080808!!!
wheee....
many many things happened today....
we hear loads of ppl getting married
we here people screaming how auspicious today is...
and we hear ppl screaming "BUY 4D STRIKE $$$$"
lol... haha
but whats most important is what i was involved in to
haha firstly in the morning
went to old police academy to participate in CONNECT SINGAPORE
it is a project where by people from many different schools join hands to connect singapore and at 12.12pm to recite the pledge together with PRESIDENT SR NATHAN!
however,... it was a total failure because the announcement through the radio was unclear..
they counted down and said" now please hold hands" and they didnt ask us to recite the pledge so nobody did expect me and a few around me.....
then i thot we were jus having a rehersal since the announcement was unclear but that actually was the real one....
oh wells waht can i say.....
so in the end the end we went back to the assemble area and said the pledge together there....
ahha
but i shant comment on the failure of the whole event but it was quite fun cause we spent our time singing national day songs.... ahha " where I belong" is my favourite BTW ahah
ok then after that went home and slack haha did some stupid stuff with my sister
then i was toking to my darling janice and then she said she having a bbq
then she ask me if i wanna go
then i was like OMG YES YES hahah
and i tell u i never regretted going....
all the people there i didnt noe
but they were all fun nice and lovable people...!!! yeah!
haha
they were having a group BBQ and invited their friends along....
their group leader was EdWiN hahah...
he is really nice guy and he very hardcore man...
i relaly peifu him....
his workload is super high......
and he still so optimistic with life... aha
he asked me to join them for other functions too and i am glad to say i will gladly join!!! yeahahah
the people there are super fun and friendly...
haha
there is this gal called roslyn... she is super nice tooo
she see people alone she will go tok to them or help people without them asking...
haha
she is really nice gal ahah and i will never forget her orange joke... hahah
and ther eis this RV guy called Wayne.!!!! haha at first i was like omg.., wayne... but after a while we got to like noe a bit of each other... and then he was actually very nice to me hahah
nice guy la.... janice... haha XPXP
and then there is this other guy who looks like rita lim...
ahaha
no offence mrs lim ! (:
he is damn farni... when i look at his face i wanna start laughing already.. haha
and ofcourse have the farni must have the lame...
haha
this guy called chao chong... sorry if i spell his name wrongly...
but he was damn retarded ok... he kept making me laugh because of his super duper lame jokes... haha KING OF RETARD!!!!
his frens were abit dao dao but wateva.... haha
then janice also invited her juniors from RV
they are nice people la... jus i dunno why jus cant realli clique much with them but who cares!!! haha
the most important thing of all is i had tremendous FUN FUN FUN!!!!! whee!!!!
i will galdly meet up with this people again !!! they are superb!!! haha
glad to have known you guys!!! (:
ANyways... went home and watch beijing olympic ceremony
woah.. spectacular man...
i love the lighting of the olympic torch the best.... amazing.. haha
the whole thing was like a dream jus tat its real haha XP
ok i shant rant on anymore... tats practically it i guess
but i am glad to have known many new frens!!! yea (:
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
23:55
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
it has been a long week for me after block test...
to complete all the work and working at CIMB Squash Womens Masters!
haha it was really fun and everything... i would choose to do this job then all those standing jobs or serving food...
haha i met lots of new ppl and made friends with many other officials.. haha
and finally i know all the names of all the refrees hahah
anyways... i am glad to have this experience working at CIMB.... haha
i also got 4 autogrpahs of woman squash players from all over the world....
and of course ms nicol david hahah
she is so cool...
haha i realised her technique is to wear her opponent out int eh first set make them run lengths in the court, only during the second set then she start to use the techniques that she have....
i must say all this professional players their drops and boast are super nice... its like WOAH jus aboce the tin line....
makes me see how lousey i am... hahah but oh wells... haha
then all teh other officials are really really nice people... haha
they bought food for me and take care of me too
YEAH! hahah
saturdays during the finals was really exciting.. haha
and then later went out with DEAR! haha JANICE DARLING!
haha we went around and eat and them tok crappe.....
i tell u now my life is all messed up with too many problems... not jus homework.....
well i just have to endure as much as i can i guess... and supporting me along the way is my dear cousin joel haha he is damn lame.... he is some sort of help haha... PIG!!!! XP
heehee... sorry haha
anyways... good luck in whatever it is that you are doing now.. and dont go bullying ppl ar... haha TSK.....
next week his bro is coming back... haha i wonder man.... i have never even seen or toked to tat cousin of mine... haha so exciting but whatever......
today going RI again for the YDSP programme... today is field trip to NTU! hope its interesting haha not i will jus die of radiation! ok kidding!!!!
hahah tats for now i guess... my very messed up life....
omg and EOYs are coming....
SCARY!......
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
13:15
Friday, July 25, 2008
many things have happened as yes my blog is like really really dead now...
sorry to ppl who keep complaining to me abt it haha
block test was this week.....
STRESS was at super high level .....
but what ever it is i am so glad it is over...
now have to work at kallang squash centre at CIMB! whoohoo...
all the star squash players are coming to singpaore!!!!
ok i am enthu for nothing
but yesterday when i was working there i felt realli accomplish and happy cause i saw so many people and familiar faces and friendly faces
haha and got ppl compliment me haha
i jus sad that vivian lost cause he had high hopes....
according to coach " I DUNNO WATTTTTTT HIS DOING INSIDE MAN!"
but oh wells..... i am not in a position to comment wat so ever....
saturday is finals days
so exciting!!! haha cant wait to watch....
ok back to blocks test....
i hope my results wont be tat bad... lol
aniwaes its over its over
jus learn lor... its the process that counts...
cant wait to go back to kallang again.. haha
gosh... so addictive....
haha oh and i am so gald my dear has joined jiang with me (:
yea! and thanks for the hug yea! it really helped me alot (: LOVE YOU LOADS!
haha XP and to all the ppl out there whom u have perspectives wat so ever
I DONT CARE! i am waht i wanna be and if its so hard for you to accept then jus dont! haha
WHOOHOO ISLAND CREMARY! i am coming.....
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
11:30
Friday, June 20, 2008
Duman High ASEAN PLUS summit ROCKS! haha XP
yayness our council is on the News! haah
i look like a banana in yellow haha but its ok
XP the south korean guy is pink tie is damn cool man haha
this week was like the best week cause i met so many people from so many different countries and i know even more singaporeans. also i got to renew some of the old reputations i had of some people XD yay so happy...
i really miss my council alot... the crappe we tok and the fun we had was the most valuable moment for me..
omg i just miss you guys so much especially the foreigners... its like everyone has become one huge family together.. yay!
well i am happy happy happy abt this and oh i got to sit the singapore flyer too with the delegates.. haha the photos are all on facebook! hee
i would especially like to think my chairpersons
Dear xinying,
thanks for being so kind and understanding of my totally lame jokes and totally hideous laughing gas haha
Dear Yihui,
thanks for giving us advice and also taking so many fun pictures with us!
Dear darren Teo haah
for being the most retarded vice chair ever haha and was totally lame and crappy and funny and crazy.,. ok ...
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR COMMON TEST NEXT WEEK CAUSE U GUYS NEED IT DUE TO ALL THE TIME U SACRIFICE FOR US! WE LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS! ASDC HEARTS THE CHAIRPERSONS! haha
OH AND GOOD LUCK FOR UR A LEVELS TOO!
best summit ever i have attended! i will never forget ASDC! HEARTS!
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
21:46
Sunday, June 08, 2008
The last two days would have been considered the best days of my entire holidays.. haha
its super fun to meet people that you havent meet for a super long time
and also the friends that you were once close with... haha at least they were all the ones who made my holidays special.. i sort of dont regret organizing the gathering
haha
from left bottom role: jiatian.eunice.fangyi.ros.yinyun.zhenmei.shikaifrom left top role: me.mingjie.wenhao.renjie.yongliang.yufan.hernwei
Friday 06/06
in the morning i was like totally tired and stuff... didnt noe if i wanted to go for the class gathering anot... then my fren was like you have to go man.. ur the organizer how can you not go at all...
so in the end i dragged myself out of bed... and then decided to go... we were suppose to meet at 1pm at parkway parade.. but i went there at 11 plus to meet my fren alan haha... we sort of met at east coast park one day after so long since last december.. haha i guess its fate... lol XP
so alan and i went to the foodcourt and then i was not hungry although i didnt eat anything since morning but yea so i sat there and stare into entire blank space while he eat... we chitchate abt stupid random stuff.. then later we went to the arcade Timezone at PP... didnt really have much mood to play anything yet cause i was totally tired or sth... so i jus sat with him and watch.. then later we both sian so we went across the road to some shop called KOI... it sells bubble tea but then its special cause you can like ask for different percentages of sugar and stuff.. i think its quite cool.. ahha then alan bought me a drink i things its green tea or sth.. and its super nice haha thankiew (: then we drank and talk crappe again but this time the topics were a little bit more serious.. hey he is a nice guy lol... and at least he is reasonable and understanding... haha and he makes me really happy and not tired after a while.. and he really is very caring... i think he is like the very few who can really understand ur pain and agony or your certain reasons why u cant do this or that or why u are so down and upset...he cheers me up alot and its effective ok.. haha... thanks dearest (:
so at 1 plus he walked me back to PP then we went to the arcade which was suppose to be where everyone was suppose to meet. guess wat when i went there no one was there.... so i sms hernwei and he said they guys were at the food court so i went down and saw shikai loke chor renjie mingjie then after that i went to find yinyun who was a boarders waiting for fangyi haha then i contacted a few more ppl then went back to the food court this time with yinyun and zhenmei(she very quiet liek last time)... this time i saw hernwei haha and a person i totally didnt regconise.... then later joanne eunice jiatian and fangyi came... almost togehter... cause they didnt realise they were on the same bus... -.-... haha so the guys were like we wanna play pool and joanne who was a timezone fanatic insisted on going to arcade... then in the end we were like nvm we go play pool first later then go arcade.. so we went to the building above macs.. opp PP and guess wat the age limit was 16 and some of us were not 16 yet... then the guys say they go roxy square and find... but the gals were liek sian dont wanna walk so we took off to the arcade.. ahha then we played air hockey and then the hoops bball thing.. haha i think i addicted to the bball thing lor.. haha then me and fangyi tried the DDR thing.. oh man its really hard... haha but oh wells then played a few more rounds of the bball thing then we decided to leave....
then as we were walking out they guys walked in... lol... sadly for them the pool thing was close at roxy... lol... so the guys started playign at the arcade and we played more stuff.. haha oh the cars was quite fun la.. haha i wont the com yay! but i think its TK lor.. haha ... oh did i mention winston... he totally changed appearence... like no one could recognise him until after a long time... then yongliang came.. but he didnt really play haha dunno why also.. and he looks so much taller.. ok... then joanne had to go downtown east... so we stopped playing while we wait for the guys... later ros suggested we get out of PP cause it was boring.. and we all agreed then the guys suggested we go DGhuat there to play pool... so we took a long ride there thanks to genius shi kai .. ahha lol joking... the bus ride was fun la... at least now i think ros is alot nicer then last time haha which is good... haha more frens the merrier.. haah
when we reached PS... we met wenhao and yufan at the istana outside.. lol.. from afar they were like pointing at us... trying to recognise the faces..then ros went to talk to them... so it was kind of splited again into 3 cliques... but who cares.. at least we were talking.... anyway we went to the pool place and i realised that the place there quite popular cause got full house.. and the guy there is super lax so its ok.. haah since there werent any tables.. we went to the downstairs food court and talk crappe... haha the guys were playing cards and then ros.wenhao.yufan sat together dunno talk wat... then the rest of the gals we sit together... we decided to play truth or dare.. but it didnt really work out... ahha then in the end fanyi decided to tell ghost stories.. ahha i didnt realli listen cause i heard them be4... jiatian got realli spooked cause i went to pick a call and when i came back to sit jiatian screamed at me... she thought i was some spooking thing.. haha... then the uncle called us back in after abt 15mins... .hernwei yongliang renjie and mingjie dominated the pool table while the rest of us sat at the window and stare at them play.. then later yufan or i dunno who la started waving at the people outside the window... lol.. i think they think we are crazy or gay.. haha then after that another table was open so me fangyi jiatian and eunice went over to play... i played last time when i was in malaysia.. so my skills sort of suck ... ahha then me and fangyi was trying our best to teach jiatian and eunice... jiatian not bad ahah but euncie was really funny but hey at least she tried... then me and fangyi paired and played not bad .. but half way hernwei was begging us to switch tables... he was complaining that the gals over at the other table wasting money.. not playing pool properly.. and very noisy.. haha so after much negotiation we decided to swoop... then eunice was replaced by shikai ... he not bad too... better then me .. haha and then later wenhao and yufan took over while me and fangyi still remained team... ahah wenhao has hidden talent man.. haha but in the end fangyi and me won... haha then after all the fun we took a group photo together before yin yun and zhenmei left... haha i guess they felted kind of left out... SO SORRY GUYS!.... ok here are the pictures!
hahah thats me and yufan... lol
fangyi and pro wenhao
thats me aiming and fangyi hoping it will be good
wen hao and yufan
jiatian and eunice
renjie.. his pro lor.. haha
from left bottom role: jiatian.eunice.fangyi.ros.yinyun.zhenmeifrom left top role: shikai.me.mingjie.wenhao.renjie.yongliang.yufan
* the other picture above had hernwei in it and shikai moving over haha...
then we decided to go and eat dinner.. went to pizza hut in the end after a long discussion haha.. and guess wat we found out that hernwei eats pizza hut every other day.. lol rich kid.. haha then me fangyi shikai hernwei sort of sit together as in opp. each other so we shared a meal although the table was combined... ahah then jiatian eunice yongliang renjie yufan wenhao ros shared the family combo haha we talked loads of stuff there... shikai and fangyi were mainly toking abt jap animae... which i totally not into.. so i was totally being noob there.. haha and seeing that yongliang was totally dying bored told hernwei to tok to him.. haha then in the end the three of us were toking about the RI ppl that we know... it first started with hayden and his tights.. yea i also dunno why... haha then later got ruggers liek avinash... heard he is like super pro and he zao super fast... well.. sort of expected la... hah and abit abt mark... then alot abt biquan..i heard of him be4 from weishen and raash.. but seems he quite poor thing in his CCA... nvm.. shant spill too much crappe here... then we toked abt weiyang haha and alot of other ppl liek hansheng ... apprently he is populat not in a good way... hmm i think cause he ego too much or sth... then abt yihao... then abt the other shikai the tracker one... and also alot of other ppl la... cant realli rmb... ... then later shikai and fangyi joined in and then toked abt RGS gals... and one called fiona.. ahha heard of her but..
haha then later we laughing too much then someone suggested we go watch a movie... hah but then jiatian and eunice left so left a few of us... ahha then the guys wanted to watch kungfu panda..i was totally -.-... but nvm... then yongliang said that even if we queue the earliest we could get was 2330... so in the end we gave up...
then we went out of PS and ros and fangyi wanted to go eat dessert at bugis somewhere so we all ran for bus 7 .. ahah although hernwei and yongliang was asking me where the hell we were going... then we went into bugis street and to our unplesant surprise, the whole food village was gone and wat was left were shops selling EARRINGS! XD haha which made hernwei a little pissed off.. but... nvm so we went to bugis junction
everyone wanted to take neoprints except for me yongliang and hernwei... so we waited outside while the rest of them took neoprints.. ahha outside the 3 of us were walking arnd.. then later hernwei and i started toking while yongliang was on the phone.. with some guy.. then we toked crappe and toked abt mengsiew and then talked abt pool .... then i was telling him how fun soccer was and he was giving me the woah i didnt noe u play soccer face.. haha.. but i think he didnt noe...
then later we all decided to go eat desert at the food court there... then hernwei was so enthu he was practically running to the food court then yongliang was like sort of walking alone so i went to tok to him.. hah cool guy... i think he very optimistic still since pri sch.. haha then we tok abit of crappe abt his life... then later we all sat and eat... shared ice kachang with fangyi... hah... although its not really very nice... haha but aniwaes.. then we tok more crappe and took more pictures...
hern wei and yongliang
hernwei and yongliang (he kind of looks scary here)
shikai wenhao and ros
fangyi and me... ok the ice was really cold k
the gals..
the guys
and all of us!!!!then shikai super wonderful great parents sent me fangyi and yongliang home... ahha although we were squashed up together in the car... lol.. i was between fangyi and yongliang.. haha then shikai was toking to his sister.. damn farni can.. haha he so nice to his sister... then we went to yongliang hse.. then dropped him... then later shikai showed us his dear cat picture... oh shes called BUSH by the way... ahah it was suppose to be Puss as in puss in boots but his maid pronounce it wrongly so in the end the cat onli answers to bush.. haha so farni...
that day was like super fun for me and i guess now i wont mind organising another class gatehring.. i think random gatherings are better then planned ones... cause u will nvr noe wats gonna happen.. haha XP
Saturday 07/06
as usual electone lessons in the morning.. i think teacher susan is like super fun haha ok.. nvm...
suppose to meet qitian and jolyn today to sort of go out together to celebrate all of out bdaes sort haha.. suppose to meet at 12.30 ended up i was 5 mins late and guess wat they were later hahah... jolyn came at 12.50 and qitian at 13.00 lol...
aniwaes... we went to marina square... lol they were having a pokemon show there.. we took a while to decided where to have lunch... in the end we went to subway.. ahah ate chicken terriyaki with tian ... then we totally toked crappe... so much so i i cant realli remeber wat we toked abt... all i remembered was we laugh until stomach pain... then present time.. so tian and jolyn gave me my present.. haha it was a frame... which they decorated themselves.. haha i shall take a picture and upload someday.. ahha when the picture is in the frame...lol... then tian and me gave jolyn a model grand piano.. ahah it was pretty haha
then later tian wanted us to go bowling haha so she was totally forcing us ... i dare say it was really fun... at first me and jolyn was like no... dont want so scary.. haha cause the pins look super far away and intimidating... but in the end we deicided to try.. my first ball was not bad .. hit down 4 pins... at least it wasnt gutter ball.. but jolyn even more pro.. first ball she got strike.. haha well done.. but afterwards all her ball went into gutter every single one... dunno wat happen to her.. ha ha but we were all laughing liek crazy.. casue we were all sharing one pair of shoes lol.. and it was my size so qitian feet was totally swimming in the shoes.. ahha then bowled for a while like 2 games.. haha all my turns were all quite nice balls i must say.. i got a strike according to the com.. but then it wasnt very sure wat was it la... haha then after we played 2 games we went to tah arcade opp...
the first ball of the game by qitian .. she is so cool can... haha
my first ball haha....apparently you will see that most of the shots they take are all mid air ball
jolyn first ball that got a STRIKE! haha
getting the heat on XD
ok this one was realli crazy i bowled.... then...
there was one pin standing.. haha and i hit it on the second bowl.. haha qitian and jolyn were super shocked.. me too... lol
she and her funny leg motion haha XP tian and me were laughing like crazy.. hah XP
pro one this person.. she always hit the corners away then later all the rest haha (:
lol dead centre... haha missed it though..
boom baby... hahahaah actualyl wanted to play pool but then need IC so cannot.. haha.. then we played time crisis.. which me and jolyn were total noobs while qitian was damn pro la... she looks damn cute hahah...
ok then there was time crisis.. haha tian is really pro ok.. me and jolyn totally suck haha
she looks damn cool haha
ok this was her funny move.. put 2 fingers in the trigger things and press liek siao.. hahathen later we car race then felt sian so we went to eat cake at secret recipe.. haha the cakes are super nice.. then we wanted to take a photo and we tried liek 7 odd times... haha i shant elaborate although we were all laughing like hell and ppl were liek thinking we were a bunch of looneys..
ok attempt 1 with timer..
attempt 2... its didnt look alrite on teh cam but i guess it was haha....
ok then we decided to change direction cause of the light after many failed attempts and yup haha...then later we went jalan jalan at suntec... went to royal sporting house to see if have shoes anot... then after that went home..
i think bowling is super fun now.. hah i found 2 new hobbies in 2 days.. bowling and pool..haha...
at nite went to fangyi hse for annual dumpling festival thing.. but didnt stay very long cause my mum wanted to go home.. aha
so i think this 2 days were liek the best of my sch hols.. haha hope there are more fun things.. to come... oh and there is the ASEAN summit that is coming.. dunno wat is gonna happen haha hope its gonna be fun fun fun!!! aha (:
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
15:03
Sunday, May 25, 2008
After so long
i finally decided to do blog browsing
and then when i read yours
i was shocked
i was touched
i cried
i am so touched
yes its you
you have always been there
and never backstabbed
or betrayed be
in any way
the only constant the only one who understands me even more then i do of my self sometimes
i will never forget u
and u definitely have the key to my heart too
i will always love you
dont get be wrong
but i think sometimes ppl have to really say i love you not in that way
to the friends around them
to whom they treasure the most
you are my soulmate forever...
and although we may not have been in the same school since i dunno when
i am glad that our fates let us meet
and even though it died somewhere
it was revived
i will never stop loving you
and care for you
and cheer you up
and make you happy
i love you Janice Tan (:
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
21:56
well there is the circle of life...
and we all noe
it goes in circles
sometimes u swear to learn from ur mistakes and move on
so its either u dont learn from it and fall back another time
or u just cant move on
u realise how much u can miss someone
but do u regret ever toking
no u wont
and do u regret stop toking
definitely
i guess
being a stupid idiot in life is part and parcel of it
but then when u confess it
instead of ideally going for the better outcome
it makes matters worse
suddenly u just dunno wat to do at all
maybe it has all come to a standstill somewhere
but do u have a choice?
NO..
so nvm leave it behind yet again until one day u may have the courage to stand up again
and say it one more time
...
got my report book yesterday
well its so so results onli
and my MSG sucks
how can it be..
but it wasnt realli a shocker cause i sort of calculated it already
BOO..
but nvm....
life has to go on here yet again..
so must work hardcore intensity (:
set back all ur rotten things in life gou jun
look ahead and u will find something special (:
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
09:24
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
life gets worse
even when u bother to try and help someone
to ask around for things
people accuse u indirectly in their sarcastic and very hurtful way
that u are a busybody
who is too free to do things like this and not do more important things...
i mean i was just tryign to help my fren
i dont see why it is wrong helping unless there is sth hidden beneath the surface of it all
maybe there are some things that if were told
would have destroyed certain images of perfectness in the lifes of he
but who knows
life is jus an untold story and each day, the book flip opens telling u different things
some are nice while some are horrible
it makes you cry...
i dunno why but i have become so weak
so weak nowadays
all the time
i burn inside
not for love
but of hate
and sarcasm..
why does it fill me up inside
its all the wrong feelings
all of it is all wrong
but then who can i go to for help
u seem nice
u cared for me
but then sometimes when it comes for us to tok face to face
it all turns out awkward
its all wrong somehow
when u suddenly open ur eyes wider
and see who your true frens realli are...
well i have actually discovered that those who have been my fren since i dunno when for how long
whome until now still stay as where they are
are jus 3 and i mean those who really care
i do have many many frens
many who care
but sometimes things just dont come out well somewhere or some way
so i really have to thanks the constants tat were in my life and are still in my life
bring me up all the time when i am down
when i cry..
thank guys... (:
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
10:50
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
i tell myself each day
to be happy
to forget about all the things that can make me upset
but i fail
i fail terribly....
i have no idea why but my life now is making a horrible downturn...
i am losing whom i thot were dear frens to me
becuase i was blind...
blind to face the reality that maybe they were just acting
or maybe because they have changed due to the influence of the people around them.
i not pin pointing only on one person or a thing
but its just everything that makes me break down at night before i sleep and when i am sleeping...
last night was a total night mare for me
my mum sort of detected my feelings and she made me pour out everything to her
in the end she inspired be to forget
inspired me to carry on
and just for her
i am going to try my best...
do anytrhing that i can so that she will be happy
i dont want to regret anything later on in my life
my loneliness maybe killing me
but i want to stay strong
i hope i can stay strong..
for the people arnd me
if u see me in the dumps...
i am so sorry if i make crude remarks to you or anything for that matter
i apologise becuase i dont actually mean it...
my life is so confusing that even i myself cannot figure it out anymore...
i hope i hope and i pray...
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
09:39
Saturday, May 17, 2008
yay
last week of school... and we are doing enrichment...
well i mean we should make the best use of this week to enjoy...
haha but then sadly i have to do positions papers for the ASEAN summit thing
haha
but nvm.. must be optimisitic... haha
and i am so happy that i am learning my electone again...
the new songs are super nice...makes me feel so magical... like i am flying on the moon!
whoohoo...
and yes after some major problems in my life, after getting out all my feelings i feel alot better...
and i am telling myself not to bother myself with all the wrong things in life now
haha
jia you gou jun...
yay... and then i cant wait for many things to happen to me but yea...
must be patient in life also
haha
ok i shall do some work not i will be screwed later on haha XP
may my life be happy !!!
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
12:26
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i guessed everything jus has its ups and downs
everything in this world has to change somehow...
so wateva the case i guess it up to mutual decision....
i cried
i teared
i sobbed
not for the lost of something or someone,
but my gullibility
my optimism
my foolishness
my blindness...
i was stupid
i was idiotic
i was weak
i broke down
i thought hard
i cried hard
i tried hard
but everything i guess was just an illusion
and feeble attempt....
but i guess every mistake made is every new experience gained...
for now, i would stay low and covered for a while...
until its all appropraite again...
i am sorry for you
and i sorry for myself..
but what has to be done, has to be done...
and taking for granted or just wishing things to happen around you will never be the same
and if you choose not to act or to react to anything....
then dont ever complain or say that the world is unfair towards you
cause what goes around comes around...
i guess all i have to say is i did gave you my feelings and i was happy
but it jus wasnt what was to last.... as ppl say forever.....
Foster Strong Bonds of Friendship may have been better after all....
But i am a big believer in fate i guess.. so if it was meant to be then even after this things might evolve, if not i guess its jus too bad XD
but yet again
dont get me wrong cause i do want you in my life.. i really do....
this post is dedicated to a person with initials HL. i hope you will read it...
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
07:56
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
OMG
A BIG HUGE BROWN DOG WITH A BELL FROM TH NEIGHBOURHOOD JUST WALKED INTO MY HOUSE AND EXPLORED IT!
SCARED THE LUNGS OUT OF ME... OMG...
THEN IT JUS HAPPILY WALKED OUT...
SCARY SCARY
OMG OMG OMG!!!
ARRRGHH
FREAK OUT
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
22:01
i decided to change my skin cause i was getting bored
so this one is quite neat and nice
haha (:
sian... i want this week to end...
then got all my frens to go our with cause
now they are all having exams... POO!!!
haha
i cant wait to meet janice again (:
yea hugs!
ok i shall quit nagging... and be optimistic until friday
work work work....
FRIDAY! luvs!!!
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
21:46
Sunday, May 04, 2008
I dunno why
this song just gets me to my weakest point
and then i start tearing again....
although the song is meant for a guy to say to a gal
i relate it to so many things in my life....
oh man...
if anyone dedicates this song to me...
i would love the person forever....
i have to stop crying these days....
not i will get super puffy eyes...
boohoo :(
DANIEL BEDINGFIELD LYRICS
"If You're Not The One"
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
20:50
Thursday, May 01, 2008
at that moment
all hope is weak
and small.
music and beauty
are salt in my sadness;
a white void rips through my ice
who could have said
that the angel of happiness
was so sad?
or known desire
would melt this
vast winter night
into a flood of darkness
now everything is under snow
a blank page our footprints write on
you were never mine
but always yours.
ok this doesnt even make sense to me why i am writing it..
but its jus a mixture of wat i want to say and wat i quoted from various authors
credits to all this wonderful authors...(:
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
16:18
Monday, April 28, 2008
ok after a huge break
i decided to blog today
cause today has been the weirdest day of my life.....
the usual sch day.. boring and typical....
wat i looked forward to was after sch....
went to tanjong pagar to help my dad do some stufff
then later i went to reagent heights to mug with (: and his fren XD and his cute little brother XP
haha i shant put names lol...
XD is super helpful... ahah and is super nice... we studied at the lounge there... super cold haha
then XP was damn lame and farni.... nice little brother... whom seriously is a good gentleman haha
(: was the best of all so cute when his blur..... and he cares so much for me
HUG! haha then later watched (: and XD play basketball... haha (: ur so pro can... stop denying it... then later XP send me to the gate thingy... haha he even helped me to open the door and was liek ushering me... so CUTE .... then i waited at the bus stop.... then later (: came and see me off... haha so sweet! .... then then weird part happens now...
i was waiting for my dad to fetch me form bukit batok MRT....
i sort of waited for half and hour be4 he came cause he was lost
in the mean time, there was this realli weird guy
he walked up to me and asked me for my number....
i was so weirded out so i jus said sorry no...
then he say can i have a picture of u
then he took out his phone and tried to snap my picture
i was so scared i ran like hell...
then he chased after me so i screamed my dad behind u
then he ran pass me and dunno go where....
super scary can....
then later i went home i was on msn
there was this 2 guys who are now studying medicine in boston who were formally from RI and RJ added me on msn
then i asked them why they add me
one said cause i am pretty
then other says i am cute
then u asked them if they noe th eother party
apparently they dont...
wth......
i am too freaked out today man....
now my mind is so confused ...
and everywhere is in knots....
FREAKY DAY! ... gosh...
luckily got (:
thankiew HUG! .....
u kidnapped my heart!
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
22:06
Monday, April 14, 2008
ok here is some damn farni comics.. i think its lame haha
haha ok
YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
18:47