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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

haha
i dunno wats gotten into me but i keep thinking philosphically this daes,....
must be after effects... sighs.. tsk tsk
well let me tell u a story

This is a story about a girl who
fell in love
with her
best friend..

Jin and I are best fren..
we do anything
that best
fren do...
One day, i realised that i love
him... so i
decided to confessed this feeling to him
one nite
where we camp with other frens... he said
yes, he
would be my boyfren..
So we went on like other couple's life
does. Watch
movie, walk in park, eat together, go to
beach....
but life's not fun as when we are still best
fren....
he also doesnt talk much, or act like we
are best
fren, close and share everything... for me,
he is>>not a suitable or loving a boyfren... but i
kept quietly
this on my mind...
But since the day he bcome my boyfren,
he every
single day would give me a small teddy
bear...At
first i thought it was lovely, but till now, i
wonder
why he would gav me this...
One day, i was walking alone at a park.
Then i saw
Jin talking to another gurl. I walk towards
him and i
overheard him saying "i love u' to the
gurl. I was
really angry and i run home coz Jin never
told me
he love me all the time we been boyfren
and
gurlfren.
Then, midnite that day, he come to my
house and
i open the door. He just passed me the
teddy
bear that he used to give me everyday
and said
sorry coz i didn't giv u this today. i was
really
angry and i shouted at him,
"Why u alwiz giv me this crap? All i wan
to hear
from u is... "I love you" that's it, izit too
hard???"
Jin kept quiet. He took my hand and
place the
teddy bear on my palm and left away..i
throw the
teddy bear into my cupboard.
The next day, Jin asked me out. We meet
at bus
stop near my house..i walk there and then
he just
gav me a big teddy bear, my anger was
still in high
position, and i throw the teddy to the
middle of the
road. He keep quiet and then he go to
the middle
of the road and pick the teddy up. He dint
realise a
truck was coming towards him. I shouted
at him
not to pick it up and he was about look at
me, and...........................
*Bang*.
"JIN!!!!!!" I shouted... the next minute he
was lying
on the road, covered with blood. He was
sent to the
hospital but it's too late...i lost
him...forever....
After attended his funeral, i went back
home and i
hug all the teddy bear he gav me since
the day we
became couples... i counted the teddy
bear one by
one...
1...2....3...101...230....300..364...and the
last
teddy bear he gave covered with his
blood was the
365th... it had been a year we became
couple... i
squeeze the teddy bear with the tears
flow....
suddenly...
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
I was shocked.. i looked at the teddys...
and i take
one of it, and try to press on his tummy..
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
I tried each and every teddy bear he gav
me...
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*
*I love you~*......................
And the biggest and the last teddy bear
Jin gave
me, I squeeze his big tummy...
*felicia, today is our very first annivery
being a
couple after a year... i always love you,
yesterday,
today, and forever........ I love you....*
I dropped the teddy bear........
I never realised that Jin had actually told
me those
words.. every single day.... till today...
I slowly picked the teddy and i whispered
to the
teddy's ear..
"i love you too, Jin..and i always did........"
for the guys and gals that u loved
Tell them "i'll love u more than i cud b....
i'll care abt u more than i'm carin abt
myself...
u're always the 1 in my heart...
God bless u alwiz... take care

sighs.... life like this...



YYY
love me for whu i am. not whu im not.
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